3/13/2020

hi friends. it's been some time now. it's OK, you know i've been O-K !

you didn't think i forgot about this place did you ?

Of course not silly goose.

my life is seemingly punctuated by a series of prolonged willpower, then all at once, depthful degeneracy.

Do you know the saying, when it rains it fucking pours?

Sorry for the language. I do love that saying though.

That line's from a song. Here's the song by the way, if you'd like to listen. It's one of my favorites.

Well anyways, it makes perfect sense to me. I've not sure where or when but everything makes lots of sense to me these days.

Everything is dualism, everything is poetry, stark contrasts exist only in opposition to extremeties at all.

Not to say the lukewarm aren't also tested, but, things do make sense.

Life is one big chaotic orchestra, I think it's really pretty.

Do you ever think about the fact that every single decision you've ever made in your entire life has led you to this point?

Right here?

Reading this sentence?

That's interesting to think about.

Well anyways, it's hard to explain things you feel sometimes, but surely you understand. Everything exists in contrast to another, evil exists friend. U must accept this. Don't be so open minded that ur brains fall out, you know? U must be able to go against the grain.... even friends and family sometimes... for what u believe, maybe u can even show them the light ? I would hope so.

I like to think that light always shines through, i'm awfully objective these days.

I'm tired of writing now, i'm going to stop here.

Have a nice day